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Jun. 30th, 2007 | 02:09 am

Man, I miss playing the piano =(

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French Toast

Apr. 6th, 2007 | 02:27 am

I feel like french toast.

That is all.

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Mar. 19th, 2007 | 11:05 am


I'm so tense about taking this mditerm in a couple hours for some reason. HATE.

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Mar. 12th, 2007 | 04:25 am

I can't believe Salvage has actually been out so many months. Where has the time gone?!

I trained with Reeper on how to be a good Kaboom BLM... one of these days maybe I'll get to go play with his BLM muhahaha... for two nights I had him log on as me, leave me in sea while I blew things up as his BLM. The other night I got 14 organs in 5ish hours, so lots of virtue stones to play with :o

5 more merits 'til capped MP!!

There are a lot of stuff that I need to update about but I'm too lazy to post pictures and whatnot. I'm leveling PLD which kind of makes me feel like I'm following a trend but it was always supposed to be my first job to 75! I don't know what happened to that. Oh wait, MNK was too uber. :D

What else... oh leveling RDM too, it's finally not gimped sub!

TT tried Bahamutv2 again the other night. We had him down to 4% but then ran out of time D: D: D: D: D: I was subbing nin on WHM for the extra 5% cure potency and it really helped @.@

All right, just wanted to write something. Byeeeee~!

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Painful night

Feb. 6th, 2007 | 02:54 pm

I got the pleasure of butchering a sheep yesterday in my class. (No, we didn't slit its throat. It was already dead, skinned, and gutted.)

I'm not a very active person. So, when I had to actually put my arms and hands and in some cases, body, to work at wrestling with some of those body parts and filleting the meat off the bones, I must've inadvertendly worked my left arm too hard. As a result, my left lower arm started hurting pretty badly all night.

I think it kept me up for an hour last night before I was able to fall asleep ><

But, the lab was pretty fun. I just smelled like sheep afterwards >.>

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Jan. 29th, 2007 | 12:42 am

I went to a Keane concert with Stephanie on Saturday. It was pretty awesome... I only really know a few of his songs but I found that I liked most of his other songs and there's just something about watching a live performance that makes just about everything sound good.

So I had a lot of fun, screaming and all. This guy who sat behind us was pretty awesome, he kept shouting really loudly and yelling Keane's name and just totally in love with the performer.

Steph took some pretty cool vidoes, but they're too big to upload as they are, so maybe I'll post links to them after I've managed to shrink them down.

It makes me want to watch some other artists perform lol.

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Reminiscing about the past

Jan. 3rd, 2007 | 06:35 am

I can't sleep. It may have something to do with the fact that I slept for 10+ hours the day before. It might.

I didn't bother bringing home my paper diary this trip home so when I felt the urge to write in a diary, I wrote in the back of an old diary that I'd never bothered to completely fill up. That started my trip into the past.

It's now been just a few months over 4 years since my meeting with this guy that I fell pretty hard for. I was reading back some of the emails that I wrote him where I spilled my gutts and told him how I felt and I realized how much unbearable it is for me to read those emails with each passing year. I feel like such a fool for doing that over and over again even after he had really made it pretty clear in his answers. But I guess we aren't always rational when we are...infatuated with someone.

It's just weird, I guess. Many things have changed and I am, of course, no longer the person that I was back then. My life is much better now, I think, I don't constantly write in my diary about how much I hate myself or my life. That's gotta be an improvement. But some things don't change and I still find myself thinking a lot about him during certain times of the year. Not the way I used to, of course. It helps though, now that I've accepted the fact that I just will never fully get rid of him and all I can really do is try to keep my mind off of it, which really isn't too hard.

Ah, the follies of youth and I am so young still...

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I'm an idiot

Dec. 26th, 2006 | 04:45 am

I just re-did the GPA calculation for what grades I would need this past semester to stay at school and I realized that I added 3 extra credits when I was calculating, which made a world of difference. I've been worrying for a week because I wasn't sure if I had gotten good enough grades this semester. Well, I'm pretty sure my grades are good enough now, upon recalculation.

Still waiting on one more class but it should be at least a B, in which case, I'm set. I still can't quite believe it because I've been worrying about it all this time. Still, I won't rest until I actually see the damn grade. Grr... hurry up, professor, before I have any more anxiety dreams >

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Dec. 25th, 2006 | 01:56 pm


I forgot how nerve wrecking it is to hear people argue -.-

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Dec. 24th, 2006 | 02:54 am

I cooked some dishes for dinner today and my brother was impressed. Hehe.

Amberrrrrrrrrr we going to hang out some time while I'm home? :D Maybe with Jaim too~

And Merry Christmas to ppl~

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